$HIИB - “Angels & Devils.”
Here’s a track I did for myself to let go of past emotions. Hopefully to inspire. Hopefully to bring perspective. Whatever it may be, here it is. There’s angels and devils all around us. The decision is yours.
LYRICS (Devils) 0:00 - 2:35:
As I hear my stomach growl.
As I feel my chest go blaow.
As I tense up and I’m feelin… I wouldn’t ever make it out.
And what’s the reason…am I seethin with this rage?
And I’m meetin with the enemy, but the enemy’s within.
And since I got deeper, I played a role of victim.
I’m puttin on my faith, but I chased the wrong system
I cursed the word of God, I burst onto my God
And scream with this frustration that I’d weep until I drought.
Would anybody listen? Is anybody Christian?
Thru tribulation, pain…my hope has slowly come to stiffen.
It’s like a prison. I forget what I was given
And I let the devil take me to a state of what was vicious.
Got a little wreckless, my life became a Jenga.
With every building block unsteady & my mouth was lengua,
a beef tongue all I’d speak was hate instead of love,
my true foundation of my parents and I messed up.
Dear heavenly Father,
Ask and it’ll be given to you.
Seek and you will find.
Knock and it’ll be opened to you.
See, life’s greatest difficulties always happen
right before life’s greatest breakthroughs.
When you’re down to nothing, He’s up to something.
And suddenly, situations change.
Lyrics (Angels) 2:35 - 3:26:
Walkin a mountain
And I see I conquered a mountain
Ok, if life woulda been easy
Would I been able to see or breathe at least?
Not lookin back on what if’s & I am learnin lessons
Gotta undress misfortune to reveal all the hidden message
What was the blessin? And I think I finally got it.
And I think my God knew I could handle so He had me fight it
Ah! I bought it all the lies be told by the rest of the world
It’s rotten and terrible, the world don’t really care it’s toxic.
Wanna take pity on yourself?
Wanna be depressed, take a toll onto your health?
Nah, it ain’t worth it. You know you’re really worth it
You gotta block the negative cuz it is all worthless.